Epy's Diary ,

Sunar bin Sukiyar

2010-12-16T02:07:00.002+08:00

Nichkhun !!
............. *bite lips*
I wanna be here ..

lets fly too seoul with 2pm , without nichkhun :(

Ok great , im bck at this erly morning for some refreshment .. heheh ! its 2;17am .. no problm to me :) Sooo left 1 day for my bby sapi special day , but kngh is not ard to celebrate cos camp . too bad arh . my bby is getting 1 year older after thn .. hehhe .

ya , thats my lovely Nichkhun from 2pm . he's rap in the group but trust me he got a great romantic voice !! heheh , he'll take good care of victoria f(x) in wgm .. don't worry but sometimes jealous arh watching them together .. HAHAH , lol . im jus his fan ok not more .. and im not really fanatic like die2 want him like that . but his a good guy , he was born in california i thnk and his family lives in thailand , soo he don't speak korea actlly but he came to korea n meet junsu (one of 2pm member) and junsu teached him speaking in korea .. soo yaaa , he kinda old .. hahah , soo sad , and and he speak good english ok , and thats important too mee :):):):) ..

And i have one more think to share , and wateva i felt . lately i been worried abt my dad condition . he got mc for last 2 days .. im just always worried whn my dad rlly sick cos hes the only one who i put on hopes . even my mum working ryte now , but i dn't thnk she can totally pay off like my dad pay . my sis working too but shes paying for her own future .. sooo its kinda hard . My bby boy wanna go harbofront with family to celebrate his bdae . i know we gonna walk walk thre but im jus worry that my dad will feel the pain on his legs . he always had the pain on his legs and i don't know wats rlly happening to him . haisshhh, i saw everythng now . I don't wanna grow older cos im not rdy too see wats gonna hppnd to my love ones .

After what I saw yeasterday , i rlly scared .. really do . this make me wanna be here and stay just here without growing older each 8 march . I don't wanna them to get older and see them get sick and get problem after problem . its not that it will trouble me , but im not to strong to see it happen . Only god know how i felt towards my only parents and i gonna do anythng to make them happy . Im not going anywhre , till i do wat they had do to me the past 15 years of my life . idk why im sooo into this , but seriously this is wat i been thnking of . every sec happened to think abt my dad . haissshh , papa get well soon . i don't wanna see you sick .. im not strong to see again wat i have saw .... its ok , i hope its nothing . papa , epy syg papa .. and i always do >

im done here readers , i kinda emo here . but its ok

2010-12-13T17:13:00.002+08:00

Oh man , I lie to you guys . I said nk post often . but tada ! its dead . hehehe. just be back for awhile since I bored . hehee .. I wanna make a brand new blog and have a fresh strt but I think later2 boleh buat . since i kinda bz with my romeo .. hehe super Nichkhun ku ! korean gerek .. Alamak , i just strted typing and guess kene tutop comp lak . I'll have proper one tomrw or anytime i free . annyong !

U-KISS

2010-11-19T14:26:00.002+08:00

Hi readers , I didn't get to post or watsoeve . Emm, sooo yesterday went to the airport to meet the U-KISS . im into K-pop but im not really into U-KISS but yan ask me if wanna go .. so after i went to care office We straightly go to the airport , we waited for quite awhile .. Irritated by the bitches ! WTF ! mcm nk smack je muke dorang . Soooo , thn they arrived :) Soohyun i think came to our side and so heart to us .. WAAA ! im not into them but they are k-pop star ! who cares ?? I love it :) i can't stop imagining his cute face with those hearts he show ! btw idk if its soohyun , coz actly i got tis name frm my new friend that i met thre .hehhe ! hillarious , I run like mad people and my phone dropped . SEDIH :( but it was ok laaa .. yan even cried whn saw them . 0.0 i wonder why sia ! sooo weird she cried , lool ! and she's the one who shouted like mad people tooo . HAAHHA ! it was a great experience but i wish i won't go thre again , I will be crazy and can't slp at night bcoz of them ! hell ya ... ok la , I'm done here .

Goodbye readers .

jersey shore

2010-11-12T16:56:00.002+08:00

Hey , Im bck again :) just feeling like typing . Im watching Victorious in Nicks , nice voice . Im alone at home since rtka not hme yet frm school , aty went for her motor wateva , mama n papa plus ian send my aunt g to the airport . So i woke up late and no mood to send her . sooo sorry :( btw , Yesterday i watched jersey shore for the first time this new season .. the guys are hot :) lol ! stop it ! ok , im totally into jersey shore .. Thanks to Santini <3>
Bck to serious , eemm my diary let a few pges for me .. I just still not ready to let it go like seriously go .. ya you guys will said its jus a book . but seriously its mean alot to me .. super ! Im freaking bored and it always there for me . ok fine you say buy the new one , ya .. its different . ok nvrmnd , im fine ! hehehe ! I saw somethng in fb , was shock but IDC ! seriously , im working in it .. and yeah , it works :)))) Im fine boy .. Im happy , hahaha ! i am ... ok la , I'll will be fine really soon , if its really true . lastlong . if its not , hope you fine someone special and be with you :)
Goodbye readers !

hi

2010-10-22T22:23:00.002+08:00

Hello ,

start the day with a sleepy , moody mood ... did'nt get enough sleep i guess . but its ok . just get the fun mood back after recess oh ! maybe becauce i haven't eat . sooo the mood haven come . haha ! School , go thrgh paper and result guess what dnt only i fail -.- . i wish theres no U grade at all and it would make my mum and dad releaf on sumthng that i do . haha ! and one more thng . TGIF ! im tired of the whole week and i hope that we gonna do sumthng tmrw yeah ! i heard tht we will be watching MONKEY ! can't wait to see my little friend . hehe ! WOOHHHOO ! monday no school and theres bbq form my cls . still thinking wat to wear :) simple one la durh !

btw , i get the chance to text him last two days it was blessed to me . he did said sorry for not texting me for quite awhile . ya , bz for work he said . idk why i still like wating on my time just for this stupid , nothing much guy ! it freaking my out . i just wasted my teenager life and stuck on this love life .. like you don't/can't like anybdy accpt for him . HELL ! i hate it when it comes to love . totally . sometime its good and fun to go thrgh it but sometime it hurt sooo much . just can't bare with it . seriously . may god bless me , AMIN !

Goodbye readers .

Talking to the moon ..

2010-10-21T18:10:00.002+08:00

Hello ,

back again for blogging . yeah babey :) haha ! i came to school today and yet it kinda fun . we went to park mall and had some recording for our music class . yeah ! its totally fun , feeling2 jdi singer . that was awesome sey . love it ... than i got mly dance , ALA !!!!!!! but it was total fun too . osman was on his good mood . he even treat us food and said sorry for not coming to teach us . die kan bz selalu -.- . hahah ! the jokes , the laughter makes all prefect for tday :>

Btw , theres something going on in my clsmate (mly girls) tat i still investigate . haha ! lol ... sumpah mepek . and if 1 day i have the chance to talk to her , i will ..

P.s ; Don't tell stupid lie with the lier like me . pkai otak ehk girl !

Goodbye readers !

OMG ! i miss this

2010-10-20T18:22:00.002+08:00

WAW ! it been sooo long la ..

im back for blogging :)

since my computer like go up and down . Sooo im lazy to update on latest news or wat so ever . ya , i am a single lady now :) yeah babey its so freaking more fun , but just missed the part whre you been called "syg" . ahaha ! ots ok , im still young and a lot more to face . haha ! i will start blogging back and share my happiest life and jokes and wateva . just the short one for today . Goodbye readers !>