Ok great , im bck at this erly morning for some refreshment .. heheh ! its 2;17am .. no problm to me :) Sooo left 1 day for my bby sapi special day , but kngh is not ard to celebrate cos camp . too bad arh . my bby is getting 1 year older after thn .. hehhe .

ya , thats my lovely Nichkhun from 2pm . he's rap in the group but trust me he got a great romantic voice !! heheh , he'll take good care of victoria f(x) in wgm .. don't worry but sometimes jealous arh watching them together .. HAHAH , lol . im jus his fan ok not more .. and im not really fanatic like die2 want him like that . but his a good guy , he was born in california i thnk and his family lives in thailand , soo he don't speak korea actlly but he came to korea n meet junsu (one of 2pm member) and junsu teached him speaking in korea .. soo yaaa , he kinda old .. hahah , soo sad , and and he speak good english ok , and thats important too mee :):):):) ..

And i have one more think to share , and wateva i felt . lately i been worried abt my dad condition . he got mc for last 2 days .. im just always worried whn my dad rlly sick cos hes the only one who i put on hopes . even my mum working ryte now , but i dn't thnk she can totally pay off like my dad pay . my sis working too but shes paying for her own future .. sooo its kinda hard . My bby boy wanna go harbofront with family to celebrate his bdae . i know we gonna walk walk thre but im jus worry that my dad will feel the pain on his legs . he always had the pain on his legs and i don't know wats rlly happening to him . haisshhh, i saw everythng now . I don't wanna grow older cos im not rdy too see wats gonna hppnd to my love ones .

im done here readers , i kinda emo here . but its ok